Because if she knows what I'm looking for, then she'll try and give it to me.
Maybe it would have been a better film if I had done it different, but that was the premise, and didn't want to break that.
Of course, there's a start-up process, where it's like suddenly there's someone with a camera and it's a little bit awkward and weird.
I was going to cry and I did not want anyone to see me; I did not want anyone to feel bad for me.
It feels perfectly natural to see perform naked, grinding on a sandbag in front of an audience in the documentary directed by now screening at Tribeca.
In order to strike out on her own, she left the company and country behind, along with her boyfriend and any sense of security that she may have built.